At the moment in uni I don't feel like I've got an order or purpose within the group. I'm just the quiet one that flails around. It would be lovely mind to finally open up and be myself but I don't feel as if I've got the confidence to do so just yet. And its a shame. Because I like who I am back home, and I resent who I am here. This isn't me at all. So I feel like I'm being judged but for completely the wrong reasons. As the quiet english girl who likes to be alone a lot, who likes cats, who just wants to be at home rather than here. I need to get over it tbh.

But I think its made worse by the fact that I'm not entirely sure if people like me or if they're just putting up with me for the sake of it.. :/
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